Back-paddling

Amateur
Back-paddling into the unknown
Crashing down on hope
Deliberately
I will ever accomplish this task

Ambivalent
Buckling creativity
Crashing in upon itself
Devoid of inspiration
Back-paddling into the unknown and unable to get up

I part my wings
Attempting flight for this
Unruly lust that lives within my soul

Agonizing
Doubt consuming and wings clipping block
Causing me to plummet into a darkened cave
An abyss of dead dreams at the bottom of the sea